When will this fucking age of abundance happen? Please, someone make it happen

When? Please I just lost my job I don’t have friends anymore I lost my girlfriend I just found out that I’m autistic I have nothing. How long will it take for all the promises to come true? Please, someone do something. I don’t give a shit if it’s American or Chinese or whatever. I just need this world to come as soon as possible because I can’t handle the current one anymore. Everything hurts. Everything that made me happy and proud of myself is gone. When I don’t have money I feel like nothing. I wish this shit didn’t exist. Please, for the love of God, please. I can’t handle living like this anymore